ok so its been forever since i came on here and wrote so i thought i would take the time and put how things are going- things are going great ! i have the greatest friends ever and for once since iowa i feel great! like idk its been so unstable for me since i was back like id have days where is was fine and id have days were i was the meanest person ever! and days where i would just completely break down…..

but i stepped back and started looking at my life and started shaping myself into the person i want to be and shaping hit towards the life i know i can have. and everything has been great- as i wrote before i lost one of my best friends - she just up and left. and i thought things would never be the same but things are great - ive began to seround my self with great friends - on top of the great friends i had - well none of them are new but its like i put them on the back burner for her and i feel completely stupid becouse they have been the best - like when i was in iowa - who were the people that showed they cared - CHRISTINA CALLED EVERYDAY! CHECKING UP ON ME AND WE TEXTD ALL THE TIME! JAMIE TEXTED AND CALLED - ANDREA AND ERIN and for the guys TOM AND MIKE. 

like the friend that walked out has  showed me a very falouble leason! IVE BEEN PUTTING THE WRONG FRIENDS ON THE BACK BURNER!  so ive been spending so much time with christina and jamie and andrea and talking to erin SHELL BE HOME SOON!!!!  and im just so happy- i can be myself complete self and i finally feel back to myself since iowa! 

i love you guys sooo much and it means alot to me that you guys were here for me threw all of this and even if i hadnt made my life better and i was still a jerk youd still be here! becouse BEST FRIENDS MEAN FOREVER  threw the good and the bad and you guys have never left my side once - GOD HAS BLESSED ME WITH WONDERFUL PEOPLE IN MY LIFE THAT HAVE HELPED ME CHANGE AND BE GREAT ! 

LOVE,PEACE, AND BE HAPPY! 

NAOMI FAYE