yea things ahve been going amazing!! really its kinda seriel to me, you know? idk - so since the summer started ive been chillin with my besies more- which if you dont know are- christina little, andrea cullick, jamie jo, tom arroyo, michael cullick, danielle stegal, nique stegal, colleen and wayy more but im already sick of typing lol - so things have finally settled down and i just am so blessed! im back at day camp well just volenteering but that is ok.. i tried to not do it at all but the first week past and i missed the kids sooo much! but luckely i got two days a week to go to camp and see everyone and i love it.. ive been saying forever i need to be so much closer go my christian friends and im so happy i have becouse they keep me in line! lol. life was crazy for a while- i was in a rut… one of my best freinds walked out of my life and yea i was really really upset after a while- well til she made a comment about me and my religion so i guess i got over that one real quick- now she is dead to me. no lie i have never gotten to a point with a friend where i would not be there friend anymore - i have had a lot of friends screw me over and me still take them back becuose things happen and at first i was perfectly ok with it - it was just the way she went about doing it- like this is not grade school you can take me a side and tell me how you feel - like how chicken can you be! what cant confront the person you stabing in the back- pshhhh w.e lol and then she started talking bout me over her tumblr. hahah me and my besties laughed about that one but the only thing that made me mad was she said all i ever did was start drama so sorry i have to get this off my chest then im done- like for real this is the last time i will adress the matter becous to me she is dead and barried at least the real kelly is now its just a stuck up fake cheeto face girl in her place that seemed to loose her heart hahahah ! THIS IS WHAT I HAVE TO SAY IN THE MATTER! UMM SINCE WHEN IS TELLING YOUR BEST FRIEND HOW YOU FEEL ABOUT EVERYTHING STARTING FAKE DRAMA??? AND TO ME STARTING DRAMA - IS TELLING EVERYONE SOMETHING— NOT TELLING YOUR BESTIE WHAT IS ON YOUR MIND ABOUT EVERYTHING. AND ME YOU ARE NOW A COLD HEARTLESS LITTLE GIRL THAT NOTHING IS EVER GOOD ENOUGH!! LOOK AT YOUR EX! THAT BOY DID EVERYTHING FOR YOU =- EVERYTHING YOU ASKED FOR - GOT A JOB TRIED TO QUIT BAD THINGS- YOU STILL FIND SOMETHING WRONG - AND WITH ME- UHHH IDK MAYBE I WAS GOING THREW A HARD TIME AND COULDNT CHECK IN WITH YOU EVERYDAY — W.E FOR YOU TO NOT BEABLE TO LET THAT GO JUST SHOWES ME THAT WE WERENT MENT TO BE FRIENDS IN THE FIRST PLACE- NEWS FLASH NOT EVERYTHING IS GANNA GO YOUR LITTLE GIRL WAY- NOW YOUR ALONE! HA CONGRATS ! SERIOUSLY I THINK IAN WAS YOUR ONLY SHOT! like for a while there it was hard for me to think that it was over with me and her - i was like ok -people come and go in our lives and it is a blessing. becouse not eveyone can help eachother with everything - me and CHEETO FACE were just finally going threw something in each of our lives that we needed out side help with - her oger friend needed to help her with and i was going trew something that christina was better at helping me with - no big deal buhhhht since she said that about my religioun and how i am with it- that was the most sacret thing i have ever shared with someone and that was just the wrong thing to comment on - and she died to me the second that she commented on- i had a picture of her and ian next to my bed and i ripped it and ripped a bunch of things in my rooom from her up so now i am done! CHRISTINA I LOVE YOU!!! LOVE ALL!