today….. oh today… where to start.. lol today we went to Chicago with Andrea, Tom, and Clayton of course- Clayton ( the bro) comes everywhere with me and my friends now a days- he fits right in lol - dances with Christina and everything lol. i really wanted to invite Ethan today buhht i just dont know how he will take to my friends - there not Christian so… idk im nevrvis- theyll get along one day - when i suck it up and bring him :)  ( ohhh and i want to throw somethin in her for everyone - this is the perfect spot - friends have fights and they have ther moments where they dont totally conect- someone else is in the way and they dont see ther right people that are standing there the whole time! i owe everything to these girls- Andrea Cullick, Christina Little, Erin Daugherty, Jamie Jo Gordan, and Tom Arroyo. becouse i put them on the back burner for years - i told there secrets to a person i thought was my best friend and told that friend things i didnt - and i have told them about this -AND THERE STILL HERE!! i put them on the back burner for years and THERE STILL HERE. we have never been so close but now we are- they are my sisters and that is all that matters to me! they have forgaven me:) But today Christina couldnt go with to chicago- she will come next time im sure lol but today her man was in town! jeffff another one of the besties - i love how we all just fit together perfectly! and for once in my life ALL  of my best friends get along :) Well back to my story… we went to chicago and went to the Zoo!!! where they dont have elephants!! can you believe it- soo mad lol but it was ok we saw other cool things! And then went to the beach and had just an awsome day! lol - well it could have been better- im still burnt from last weekend when Andrea came with me to Iowa - which i guess what a better thing then i thought lol since now people think i made up my boyfriends now - Andrea has met them all lol - she met Zack and saw brock but didnt meet him lol ohh and she saw my Miley’s grave sight too incase people dont beilieve me about that too! dont take me wrong- its not a stone and everything she never made it to birth and it was the hardest thing ive ever been threw but we set up a cross on a beautiful hill over looking this beatuful field of flowers- my unlce had always taken me there and told me my grampa loved to sit there so i knew it was perfect- he’ll watch over her now.ohh And she went with me to pay a hospital bill for it all too. real freinds do that stuff you know lol yea so things have finally gotten back to normal - im back at cyc everyday i can becouse they need the help and im ready to give my time. and seeing the besties everyday!!! its great :) now ganna go wash the sand off and watch a movie with the besties- i hope jamie is having fun at jimmy’s and that Christina is having fun with jeff! even if there not here they are in heart <3 Erin too!!! oh and cant forget Danielle( so glad she is back from college- love you sis! )

today….. oh today… where to start.. lol today we went to Chicago with Andrea, Tom, and Clayton of course- Clayton ( the bro) comes everywhere with me and my friends now a days- he fits right in lol - dances with Christina and everything lol. i really wanted to invite Ethan today buhht i just dont know how he will take to my friends - there not Christian so… idk im nevrvis- theyll get along one day - when i suck it up and bring him :) 

( ohhh and i want to throw somethin in her for everyone - this is the perfect spot - friends have fights and they have ther moments where they dont totally conect- someone else is in the way and they dont see ther right people that are standing there the whole time! i owe everything to these girls- Andrea Cullick, Christina Little, Erin Daugherty, Jamie Jo Gordan, and Tom Arroyo. becouse i put them on the back burner for years - i told there secrets to a person i thought was my best friend and told that friend things i didnt - and i have told them about this -AND THERE STILL HERE!! i put them on the back burner for years and THERE STILL HERE. we have never been so close but now we are- they are my sisters and that is all that matters to me! they have forgaven me:)

But today Christina couldnt go with to chicago- she will come next time im sure lol but today her man was in town! jeffff another one of the besties - i love how we all just fit together perfectly! and for once in my life ALL  of my best friends get along :)

Well back to my story… we went to chicago and went to the Zoo!!! where they dont have elephants!! can you believe it- soo mad lol but it was ok we saw other cool things! And then went to the beach and had just an awsome day! lol - well it could have been better- im still burnt from last weekend when Andrea came with me to Iowa - which i guess what a better thing then i thought lol since now people think i made up my boyfriends now - Andrea has met them all lol - she met Zack and saw brock but didnt meet him lol ohh and she saw my Miley’s grave sight too incase people dont beilieve me about that too! dont take me wrong- its not a stone and everything she never made it to birth and it was the hardest thing ive ever been threw but we set up a cross on a beautiful hill over looking this beatuful field of flowers- my unlce had always taken me there and told me my grampa loved to sit there so i knew it was perfect- he’ll watch over her now.ohh And she went with me to pay a hospital bill for it all too. real freinds do that stuff you know lol

yea so things have finally gotten back to normal - im back at cyc everyday i can becouse they need the help and im ready to give my time. and seeing the besties everyday!!! its great :)

now ganna go wash the sand off and watch a movie with the besties- i hope jamie is having fun at jimmy’s and that Christina is having fun with jeff! even if there not here they are in heart <3 Erin too!!! oh and cant forget Danielle( so glad she is back from college- love you sis! )