ok so this past week ive really been trying to take a look at myself there are things about myself i love and things that i need to work on… and that is kinda how my life is going right now. and i love how my freinds are helping me! like a great friend said to me yesterday ” i dont see anything wrong with you, yes you came back from iowa differntly but you went threw so much there! and we understand, we will help you change if that is what YOU want CHANGE FOR YOU - NO ONE ELSE we love you the way you are- threw the good and the bad! “  and i just really needed to hear that.Threw a past situation in my life my true friends have shown threw. they really have. Well so i had to look back at a time in my life that honestly i dont like to think about - becouse i had to look back at what changed me - i went to iowa regular naomi and just came back broken. My friends are really helping me- there giving me advice and showing me to love again and just go back to normal and a comfterble speed. so this is me - and im changing for me!

so far things i am working on currently in my life and the things taking up most of my time- in no order are

Writting-(spare time) i used to write in junior high and highschool and it just really helped me cope with things and vent and i will post them all - so far i posted a poem i wrote for jamie- but yea a friend brought up writting when i was talking to her - she said i was good at it- i dotn think so but hey i love doing - so there will be some up there. right now im working on one that is kinda hard… the title is Heartless of i left my heart in iowa. its hard for me to write this becouse  alot of things happend in iowa that really killed my spirit and although i have told all of my friends about it - only one friend truelly understands. we have cried together so this is a really hard thing for me to write about but realy i see it as the root of all my sadness  so i think lettting it out may help me. so well see how that goes.

Friends- im working with my friends i want to make sure i start showing them more how much they really mean to me - becouse ive come to relize i dont show them enough- its so hard to see all of them there are so many that i keep so close to my heart and its hard to show them all lol - but i will!

school ive been searching for something to study in the fall that i trully will love to do so ive been searching jobs.

and last but not least- grr its soo hard so im trying to get a job on top of everything so hopfullly God will bless my life yet again and help me!  

but yep thats me

peace<3Naomi Faye